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| I HAVE MOVED MY XANGA.
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| HI EVErYONE!!!!!!! i havent blogged in a hecka long time!!! WELL... i dont really remember what happened lately so i dont know if i can fill everyone in, BUT if UR FROM THE TREE, THEN U PROBABLY ALREADY KNOW THE BIGGEST NEWS CONCERNING ME. well yeah im soo happy bout that... but, some stuffs been happening right now too thats not so "happy happy joy joy" well for starters, im at "kathleen's" right now. i had to leave by thursday because someone told my mom... well i guess i should start form the beggining: it all started a couple weeks ago. i was helping my mom put out the "sampay" (laundry) when she decided to have a talk with me. she start4ed talking about how i look and how im so fat now. and then she went on aout my health and how i could die of a heart attack or asthma, and hopw my cholesterol must be over the roof. i hecka understand where sjhes coming from, but then she started going on about how, "im not pretty anympore like i was 5 or 6 years ago, and how Lawrence is sposedly gonna leave me because im fat and all this stuff. and i hate that. i mean i hecka undderstand if shes concerned about my health but then it seems as if she dwells more on the physical thing, and that annoys me because i honestly like how i look. its just that when people drill these things in your head every damn day, it sticks and u start believing it. so yeah i was annoy6ed. so i told her that i really dont wanna hear that right at that moment then she started raising her voice, and then she told me that I was reaisingt MY voice!!! WHAT THE! so i was like "but mom it doesnt matter!" and then she goes "well i know that ur hurting inside! i know how it feels because i was pretty before too but now im not so i know how u feel" and then i told her that she cant possibly know how i feel because i feel great baout myself and then she started ca;lli8ng me a lier and all that crap! she said theres no FAT person in the world thats actually happy. then she went on about lawrence leaving me because im fat and ugly and how Lawrences parent are making fun of me behind my back and that Law's parents wouldnt want him to end up wif me because they would just make him look for a sexy little asian girl! so then i told her"im sorry if u feel bad about yourself just coz no one tries to make you feel better" then she said i was giving her attitude just coz i said I LIKE MYSELF. so i went to the room coz i didnt want to hea her crap no more. then she said "what ur gonna go inside and call larence and make him feel bad for u? huh? the pnly reason he's staying with you is probably coz he feels sorry for you!!!" so i told her to leave him out of it! and then she went on about me running to lawrences mom. so i told her to not talk about them coz they didnt even do nothing. then she sarted talking some more crap, and then she said "go ahead and run to ur lawrence" so i was like WHO ELSE DO U WANT ME TO TALK TO!!! then she said "u never tell me anything" so i told her that she was never on my side when it comes to THIS STUFF ( what i meant by THIS STUFF was like when my granpa says things like "ur fat" and what not, she never defends me) then she got mad and started saying that she almost broke up with tito bong coz of me! then she went on about how we had to sleep at a motel because of me and that she never blamed me for it. (if ur lost... a couple weeks earlier me and tito bong got into a fight, and i left the house wif lawrenced, then my mom left too, then we slept at a motel) and i was just like I WASNT EVEN TALKIN ABOUT THAT! then she just went on about all these other things that i donty even wanna mention. so i was hecka full of it so i told her that i didnt wanna live with her any more. then in the following days she tried to take my fafsa coz she said it was rightfully he4rs so i put the first check in the bank and she took the second one, and whatever. and then to make things worse, i got fired from my job so i couldnt move out and get a room because i diodnt have any money, so long story short (SHORT?) im moving to sacramento on saturday... | | |
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HI!!!!! Umm… jus wanted to tell u guys bout me and lawrence’s xanga!!!
ooOLaWnFaYeOoo
okay then bye! Visit okay!?
Heart,
faye
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| hey bitch! if u ddnt get it before:
TO ANONYMOUS:
hell no bitch! i know who the fuck you are! you should talk you ugly ass bitch! dont fuck with me you fuckin dumbass! i know who you are bitch dont think that i dont coz i do! why dont u try saying that shit to my face bitch go ahead and try im gonna seriously fuck u up u fuckin ass wipe. i know who u are, i know u know me too, so go ahead and say that shit to my face bitch what u scared coz ima fuckin kill ur ass bitch dont ever go to my fuckin xanga again... shit. u should talk... encourage my ass bitch... here's some encouraging words for u: GET A BETTER FACE! and im sorry but i dont need your encouragement, because i know im big but it dont matter coz you know what, I look better than you will ever be! SHIT my ASS look better than youre face bitch! so if u dont want me to go after you, you better shut the fuck up and mind your own god damn business bitch! nobody needs your damn encouragement! oh and by the way, U DUMBASS how the fuck am i gonna be able to wear my prom dress if it dont fit me BITCh... next time think before you talk shit! FUCK YOU! oh and if you ever think of writing a comment in my xanga again, leave your real name or are you too scared? and by the way, I KNOW YOU WROTE THAT FROM A SCHOOL COMPUTER DUMBASS!!!! so we all know who the fuck you are now... too bad youre too scared to say that shit to my face bitch, i wouldve had so much fun fuckin you up, or are you scared im gonna hurt you so bad i might make your FACE even worse than it already is?
FUCK YOU BITCH! GO SUCK A DICK SOMEWHERE. oops my bad, nobody want you! i forgot?! youre way too ugly... not even the most desperate horny ass person would wanna look at you, let alone do ANYTHING with you! i feel so bad for you... actually, no i dont! people like you get what you deserve... i just know that youre gonna be alone forever. not even money could make anyone stick with you... poor thing... | | |
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